Now that I've had some time to reflect on things. With my eyes unclouded by anger, frustration, and grief. I know what my biggest mistake was . Expections. When we started talking again I went into it with expectations. Of how things should be and what I wanted from it. If I could turn back time it is what I would have changed. If I had no expectations it would have been different.

Sadly this realization has come too late but thats a change I am making with all aspects of my life.  I am a lot happier without expectations.

I feel like goodbye was the only way I would ever let go of my attachments and expectations. In the end I just wanted you to be happy. I was wrong about a lot of things. I am genuinely sorry how it turned out and how I acted. I didn't mean to hurt you.

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