Nobody Epic: 2018

Merry Christmas

but my dreams they aren't as empty

Sometimes even when the odds are against you don't give up. You can still do this.

You have peace and light inside you. If you let it out you can change the world around you.

In the darkest times hope is something you give yourself. That is the meaning of inner strength.

His words carried upon the ocean breeze.,
As he sank beneath the tide.

Love burns brightest in the dark.

Being a man is knowing where you are needed the most.

Sometimes I dream the wildest dreams more radical then you can ever imagine, but tonight I dream of being able to see like I used to eyes unclouded.

Maybe this is where I fade away into memory.

Maybe this is where the darkness wins.

Maybe no matter how much I fight.

As I get older
My heart gets heavier
With each beat the time passes by
The love that was so strong wanes
It feels like no one really understands
And the world seems a little colder

Some things don't ever change.

I laid beside you and pulled you close

and the two of us went up in smoke.

In the dream we were one.

Drop from Pyros

FF7 bike from fanfest even plays this music from the chase scene

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Who treadeth now upon my bones, and waketh me from slumber sweet? Thou hast forgotten the face of thy lord. Remember, mortal, and fear me. —Midgardsormr

Can the storm be contained? I'm doing my best but my heart will forever yearn to be free.

She stooped and looked into the lake so clear
And a saw crown of stars appear
As gems upon the blue threads
Above the shadows of her head

Words aren't the only way how to tell someone how you feel.

The truth is cold, harsh, and sometimes just hurts, but I needed to see it to understand.

Sometimes I do what I want. The rest of the time I do what I have to.

Man. I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same

Pulvis et umbra sumus

Sometimes you find something that you want to hold on to and never let go.

In the end I can say I tried my hardest. Maybe I just wasn't good enough, but I gave it my all. Maybe I will be forgotten or maybe they will sing songs about me. Nothing is for certain, but together we must stand and face the rising darkness.

Notre amour est plus lumineux que le soleil

Ich bin die Dunkelheit, du bist die Sterne

It doesn't take much to turn "impossible" into I'm possible (That's your dream calling)
The heart has wings ;
I've taken the leap ;
its your turn!

Am I to be satisfied without knowing?

Even children get older
And I'm gettin' older, too

Let us light the way to the heavens together.

In the dream they journeyed far. Sometimes they got lost but they always found their way back to each other,

Around 30 years ago I watched my older brother fight the final boss CHAOS of Final Fantasy one. I was quite taken by the game watching my older brother play for hours on end even playing it myself eventually. I used to pretend with my friends at recess. We took the rolls of the party members and acted out scenes from the game. It started my love of Final Fantasy that would live on until this day. Now in FF14 we have downed a raid boss that paid tribute to the him. The music and the moves helped me relive my childhood. May you ever walk in the light of the crystal.

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Other then the physical differences the children of the moon possess an innate ability to use magic of the aether by sheer will. Where a child of the sun it would take years of study and practice to become a sunsinger or a sun engineer. We may be able to manipulate the aether with our technology or words but the children of the moon can manipulate it with merely thought. Some like Dusk Moth can even beseech the aid of primals much like she did with Bismark.

- An excerpt from The War of Jewels

The world was young, the mountains green, no scar yet on the moon was seen

- "In Remembrance of the Moon" Part 1 of the Dusk Moth Chronicles

As she swam closer to the island it faded from view. A simple trick but effective. She had not the strength to make it back to shore. She struggled for some time until her legs went numb and her good arm gave out. Slowly she sank beneath the surface. She gazed upward through the inky depths the light almost gone from her vision as she drifted in and out of consciousness. She started to hear whispers

If one would wield the light they must first forsake it . . . .

You must see the mistakes of the past to understand what was lost . . .

No light was visible now. She drifted in an endless void her body was the only thing visible. Was this death? A dream?

To be forgotten is a fate worse than death . . .

Try to remember you were a hero once . .

You were her hero . . .

See what she has seen. . .

She drifted deeper into the abyss . . . .

I still remember the taste of dust

A plea for help

In the dream he swims through the sandy dunes of the old world. The sands shift slightly as the comes up for breath and a plume erupts into the air startling the small creatures that inhabit the White Dune Sea. He is Bismark the Dune Whale All Sands Part Before Him. He picks up speed faster and faster his heart beats excitedly. He launches himself far into the air and trumpets joyously. The sand cascades off him pouring back into the endless sea of sand. His majestic sounds echo across the land. He revels as the sand slides across his form. He is home.

Wake up. . . .

Painful jolts course through his massive form

Wake up . . .

His eyes crack open in the sandless dark capsule. They are dry and bleeding

More jolts

He struggles to break free. Everything shakes violently

I want to be free he screams at the void

I want to go home

At least let me sleep

He struggles again against the thousands of cables that sap his energy. They need more power. The jolts intensify. He struggles and struggles. Eventually they are sated and he starts to drift off.

He starts to dream again.

Help He hears a faint voice say His eyes swivel open

He hasn't heard a child of the moon in ages. Her voice sounds weak across the aether

Help Us. . .

Come to our aid . . .

You are needed . . .

He is being "Called". He struggles with all his might. Useless he thinks as he slumps with defeat. All hope seems lost. He feels something run over his eye. A small stream of sand trickles across it. The voice is stronger now

Help us and then . . . and then you will be free

His trumpet echoes through the belly of the world ship.

This time . . .

This time I will not give up . . .

Shiv Her Will Unbending as Ice

Efrit His Fury Cannot Be Quenched

Levi the Beast His Waves Boundless as an Ocean

Muh the Unbridled Steed, Wild like a Rolling Storm

Lunestra The Lost Daughter of the Moon Her Love is Silent as the Night
Maduin The Tree of Life His Leaves Shine like the Sun

Terra The Creator He Soars on Endless Wings
Fear their vengeance
and of what you have wrought
Her soul cannot be contained
The power you stole is not yours to wield
Beware. . . .

- From an ancient Moon Child script , Written after the moon was severed in two

Alone for a while, I've been searching through the dark

For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart

I think I have just been broken for so long that it doesn't bother me anymore.

I am the Alpha and the Omega.

With one whisper you draw me into the dark of night
With one breath I'm falling into your light

I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings

Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings

Now I just need a Ultros mount for the set

I may know the answers

Though one question I still hear

What twist of fate has brought us

To roads that run so near?

Distant worlds together, miracles from realms beyond

The lifelight burns inside me to sing to you this song

Little choice remained to me. I used the last of my strength to entrust onto the future, and prepared to meet my end.

Where did it all go wrong?
Perhaps it is impossible to grasp that answer now,
From deep within the flow of time.

In the darkness we are never alone.

Dear wolfey you are always by my side

Even when I am in a submarine.

or when I am flying through the air.

You are always there no matter what.

I want to hear you sing.

When the storm draws nigh
Dreams will shatter before your eyes
Know that you're not alone
When the battle starts

May my love carry on the wind that fills your sails, oh lady of the sea

Will autumn take the place of spring?

I should have been there. I'm so ashamed.

Echoes of truths that once rang clear
Two souls intertwined
One true love they did find
Bringing land and heavens near

I decided in my game induced coma to check out Battle for Azoroth. It feels like coming home. I didn't realize that I had that many hunter pets with taco somewhere in the name. I have been having a good time just visiting old and new areas. I just hit 120 and its always fun to gear up and see the new dungeons/world quests. I also am grinding the two old reps on Argus so I can race change to void elf but it is going to take some time. I can't say how long I will stay but for now it just feels good. Now I just need some people to do dungeons with le sigh

The Exodar where it all began for me.

It is a giant bumble bee. My greatest enemy right now is a enormous light bulb.

When I'm feeling blue I just like to bury myself in video games to get my mind off things.

The icy FF11 like land Pagos

Who didn't do the brothers ENM?

King Arthro never dropped a speed belt in this game for me either.

Summoner relic complete ! The Book of Elements.

The 5 year anniversary event instance. Its a recreation of the calamity.

The producer of the game giving some advice. I hope to see the real Yoshi-P at fan fest in Vegas. He is someone I really look up to.

I'm not sure where the road will take me but I will try my hardest to be better.

I know its fake but man I wish it was real.

These blizzard shorts for Overwatch WOW, etc really inspire me. They even cheer me up when I'm feeling down. The writing for these game just keeps getting better and better.

She shivers at the edge of the Lake that Time forgot. The water is an inky black. There is no reflection. She had cast all of her armor into the lake. It wanted more. Her left arm hung at her side. She hadn't been able to move it for some time now. The scars and bruises covered her body where the machines had clawed and bit her. Slowly she removed her necklace and held it for a moment. Her eyes squeezed shut as she let it drop from her frozen fingers. She opens her eyes . The lake ripples for a time but the fog starts to billow. A great wraith rises from the surface wreathed in icy snow and wind. It whispers to her

Why have you come ?

I've come to face the wind. She replies

The shade points to the small island in the center of the lake and slowly dissipates into fog.

Ayrlyn wonders to herself.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend. Somewhere along in the bitterness.

She shakes her head and plunges into the water.

For this is a heavy matter,

And the truth is cold to tell;

Do we not know, have we not heard,

The soul is like a lost bird,

The body a broken shell.

And a man hopes, being ignorant,

Till in white woods apart

He finds at last the lost bird dead

And a man may still lift up his head

But never more his heart.

I still can't believe that Darnassus is gone. I remember taking a boat ride with you I even remember what we talked about. I just can't process this. It's just gone. The memories I have of it are all thats left now.

The simplest question and the toughest choice priest or hunter?

With time our minds might forget but our hearts never will

The thing I lose the most sleep over and agonize about is not being able to be there when someone needed. It's against what I believe in. I just didn't let down you. I let myself down.

I feel so conflicted. I don't want to be disrespectful. Is it the right thing to do? Would it be more respectful to just leave it be? I used to just dive into things headfirst. These days I hesitate because it's so much more complicated. I'm not even sure if I am remotely headed in the right direction. I keep looking for a sign. Maybe there just isn't one to be found or I'm just looking in the wrong place.