Retread the path, seek and you may yet find.......
You're so skinny now. You're too tired to even talk to me anymore. You are in so much pain and too sick to even make it downstairs or to your water bowl. You've fought so hard Martin. So just rest now. Your spirit will watch over us for the rest of eternity. You will will always be in my heart, you will always be my baby boy.


Sometimes I wonder if you really do.


No amount of hurt will make me buckle. Pain will not make me falter No storm will make me stumble. No sickness will take my strength. Nothing will make me lose hope. I ask you to stand with me united. Together we can fight for the future and our dreams.
We do not get to decide when our part in the song is finished.
We are not defined with the soul we are born with but with the path we walk.
We hurt others and were hurt ourselves


It's time for me to forsake the light
Be true to my nature , It is my destiny 
To become the warrior of darkness
Unaccepted, unloved, unappreciated  and unafraid
I will carry on fighting 
For that is all I know how to do 

Even though we are both old soldiers you still like nestling in the little of the spot behind my back and the chair. We have been through many chairs, computers and desks. We've fought many things together and now you are fighting to live. I'll always have your back like you've had mine. I know its a battle we cannot win but I can't stop trying because you would never give up on me.

For all it brightens, love casts long shadows.
During the day I walk this wasteland of once what was
The shattered dreams the lost hopes strewn before me
At night I play my favorite broken record
It is worn with age, scarred from past battles
I dance the night away to that same old tune
It is hauntingly familiar and for a moment once again
I relive those memories that I hold close to my heart