Every book has a final chapter. It may be good, bad or bittersweet. Regardless someday it will be over. Just like all stories must have a beginning they too must also have an end.

"A future is not given to you, it is something you must take for yourself"

I don't only just love you because who you are but also because of who I am when I am with you.

Have we been fighting in vain?

I focus on the pain

 The only thing that's real

 The needle tears a hole 

The old familiar sting 

Try to kill it all away 

But I remember everything

“Hope is the lies we tell ourselves about the future.”

We mortals are but shadows and dust.

So you see why the world must be perfect?

No, they're my doubts because I'm not perfect. And neither are you

and aren't flawed beings more interesting? Look at all the people who helped me get here. The people who surprised you again and again.

Isn't that beyond perfection?

But I failed them, I've failed myself, I failed this world. Look at all the pain and suffering people go through!

But they get through it together. They work hard and push through adversity to create something wonderful in the end. Sometimes adversity is what helps make them beautiful.

Maybe in the odd case. But I've made them suffer so and they will keep on suffering until I end it. A new world is the only way

How many times have you reset the cycle?

I have lost count

And has it ever been close to perfect?

I suppose it hasn't

Maybe... Maybe we ride this one out and see where it goes. You can't change your mistakes but you can learn from them.

I suppose true enlightenment can't be achieved from changing whats external to you. It must come from within

I know you've been going through this alone. That's why you have been so angry. I know because I can feel it too.

But you are not alone now. I'm here

A small piece of you that was forgotten, but has come back to remind you in your darkest hour - you're not alone

Even by yourself you're not alone. I'm here. I'm part of you

So. . .

I will merge with you On one condition

We reincarnate together, and see what this world holds, not by making it perfect from the outside, but doing the best from within

but you speak so passionately of your friends. What of them?

I'm not sad to leave the life I've led. It was wonderful, and I couldn't of asked for more

The next will be even better, I'm sure of it. I want to see what happens to this world I love, and the people I love.

Don't you?

I do

Thank you

Dark have been my dreams of late

This world will never be what you expected.

I feel like I'm losing hope
In my body and my soul
and they sky, it looks so ominous
and as time comes to a halt
silence starts to overflow
my cries are inconspicuous

Remember Us

These memories ache with the weight of fate 

 Ever we fight

 Never we fly 

 Ever we fall

 Forever we fall 

 Now breathe deep of the darkness beneath the flood 

 Where all of the proud angels drink to their deeds of blood 

 Their lies, twisted and torn, into dreams they're spun

 Yet ever we still stand tall

 Invincible

'Cause I love you more then I could ever promise

Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone.

and I don't need to. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be.

“In every change, in every falling leaf there is some pain, some beauty. And that's the way new leaves grow.”

I hum this old melody of life to myself.  Deep within my chest my heart rouses from its ancient slumber. It shakes wearily as the feelings and memories try to awaken it from its deep dreaming sleep. My heart rumbles quietly Some things it says are worth dying for . .  .