I should have been there. I'm so ashamed.

Echoes of truths that once rang clear
Two souls intertwined
One true love they did find
Bringing land and heavens near

I decided in my game induced coma to check out Battle for Azoroth. It feels like coming home. I didn't realize that I had that many hunter pets with taco somewhere in the name. I have been having a good time just visiting old and new areas. I just hit 120 and its always fun to gear up and see the new dungeons/world quests. I also am grinding the two old reps on Argus so I can race change to void elf but it is going to take some time. I can't say how long I will stay but for now it just feels good. Now I just need some people to do dungeons with le sigh

The Exodar where it all began for me.

It is a giant bumble bee. My greatest enemy right now is a enormous light bulb.

When I'm feeling blue I just like to bury myself in video games to get my mind off things.

The icy FF11 like land Pagos

Who didn't do the brothers ENM?

King Arthro never dropped a speed belt in this game for me either.

Summoner relic complete ! The Book of  Elements.

The 5 year anniversary event instance. Its a recreation of the calamity.

The producer of the game giving some advice. I hope to see the real Yoshi-P at fan fest in Vegas. He is someone I really look up to.

I'm not sure where the road will take me but I will try my hardest to be better.

I know its fake but man I wish it was real.

These blizzard shorts for Overwatch WOW, etc really inspire me. They even cheer me up when I'm feeling down. The writing for these game just keeps getting better and better.

She shivers at the edge of the Lake that Time forgot. The water is an inky black. There is no reflection. She had cast all of her armor into the lake. It wanted more. Her left arm hung at her side. She hadn't been able to move it for some time now. The scars and bruises covered her body where the machines had clawed and bit her. Slowly she removed her necklace and held it for a moment. Her eyes squeezed shut as she let it drop from her frozen fingers. She opens her eyes . The lake ripples for a time but the fog starts to billow. A  great wraith rises from the surface wreathed in icy snow and wind. It whispers to her

Why have you come ?

I've come to face the wind. She replies

The shade points to the small island in the center of the lake and slowly dissipates into fog.

Ayrlyn wonders to herself.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend. Somewhere along in the bitterness.

She shakes her head and plunges into the water.

For this is a heavy matter,

And the truth is cold to tell;

Do we not know, have we not heard,

The soul is like a lost bird,

The body a broken shell. 

And a man hopes, being ignorant,

Till in white woods apart

He finds at last the lost bird dead

And a man may still lift up his head

But never more his heart.

I still can't believe that Darnassus is gone. I remember taking a boat ride with you I even remember what we talked about. I just can't process this. It's just gone. The memories I have of it are all thats left now.

The simplest question and the toughest choice priest or hunter?

With time our minds might forget but our hearts never will

The thing I lose the most sleep over and agonize about is not being able to be there when someone needed. It's against what I believe in. I just didn't let down you. I let myself down.

I feel so conflicted. I don't want to be disrespectful. Is it the right thing to do? Would it be more respectful to just leave it be? I used to just dive into things headfirst. These days I hesitate because it's so much more complicated. I'm not even sure if I am remotely headed in the right direction. I keep looking for a sign. Maybe there just isn't one to be found or I'm just looking in the wrong place.

What shall I do?
I'm lost without you
Speak to me once more

Moonfire Faire

 Half way  through the jump puzzle I got distracted by some beefy dudes.

Of course its not summer fest without a some new duds and emotes

One thing for certain is I'll never stop dreaming of you.

You need only ask.

Who put Monster Hunter in my Final Fantasy

Probably the most fun I had with an event like this. Not your traditional MMO fight.

The Ratholos armor apparently I don't need pants

Took 50 kills to get this awesome mount

Didn't sleep at all last night. I have so much to think about and so much to sort out. I was so delirious that my mind tried to trick itself into sleeping. I swore I slept at least an hour or two but I'm not really sure I did. It was like waking dream if anything. Still it's going to be one of those days.

I'm the darkness. You're the stars.

After a few defeats on floor 94 and 99 we have climbed the tower of Heaven on High. One hundred floors of monsters that can one shot, traps and crippling debuffs. A little shrine and a tree with a dodo nest is all there is on top. Just watch your step its a long way down!

You will see her again
But not yet