Shout into the night
Show the darkness, that you will fight
Hopeless you may feel,
But inside I know you are strong

A very cool fight with some of the best boss music. Plus a very cool snek mount. It was worth going back to farm him. The fight was fun as hell and pretty challenging. It doesn't beat the heroic Lich king but its the second best in my book.

Some things lead us into a realm where words no longer have meaning.

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

I have to find something more to live for. A new dream to follow.

What you seek is found among the stars.

After three years of raid leading I finally stepped down today. I have been making changes in my life lately. Sometimes you just have to let go of things even if you worked hard for them. Instead of burning out I just chose to let someone else take the reins and continue on as raider. I can just log on, enjoy playing, and doing my best as part of the core. I know hope is lost but I have to try to find my way.

I lay beside you and pulled you close
And then the two of us went up in smoke

Thanks to everyone for staying up a little late to get my drop.

 It's time to be strong and cross that bridge that I've been standing by for so long. I won't look back . It's time I moved on. What will I find on the other side? Nobody really knows. Will I end up lost? Maybe, but I have to try to make it on my own. I have to fight the demons that  I struggle with and face the storm inside me. I may never understand. I might fail and get swallowed up by the great beyond that lies over the bridge. I know it seems like I gave up but I will keep on fighting for hope. I will never give up on it. You know where to find me if things ever change.

 You may never read this or not want to. I'm sorry I didn't get to say more and that I can't be there for you right now. I won't forget us. Things just don't work out sometimes. I'm not angry.  If I stayed it would have made things worse for both of us. I can't stand the idea that I am hurting you. So I did the only thing I thought would work. I left. I know the damage is done. You didn't deserve it. When I'm gone you'll need love to light the shadows on your face. I hope you find it. Be loved and give love. Live your life the way you want to. In your heart and your mind I'll stay with you for all of time. I always love you and be proud of you. Someday I hope to change myself and learn how to make things right.

but not yet not yet .   .   .   .   .    .

I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well