What was the start of all this?

When did the cogs of fate begin to turn?

Perhaps it is impossible to grasp that answer now,

From deep within the flow of time.

But for a certanty, back then

We loved so many yet hated so much

We hurt others and were hurt ourselves.

Yet even then we ran like the wind

Whilst our laughter echoed

Under cerulean skies....

Among these fields of gold

In the dream they took me towards the light

Trust me things are going to be alright.

Is there any hope left in me? I'm not sure these days

After spending my time collecting my thoughts here alone. I do feel better. You were right. The closure is what I needed. I don't have to deal with it anymore or stress out about it. I can now truly move on from things that have been hurting me for so long.  I shouldn't hide things and I should stand up for myself more often even if it means getting hurt. Hopefully now I can come to terms with myself.

Now I can finally start to sleep a little more with those demons put to rest.

Now I can finally start to heal...

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You dare lock eyes with fear?

Today I got some bad news. One of my raiders is fighting a boss we can't help her beat. A boss named cancer. In all my raid leading days I never had to deal with something like this. I wish there was more I could do. I'm at a loss. We all started as people raiding together in ff14. Then eventually we became friends. Now it's more. We are almost like family.

The night is darkest just before the dawn. And I promise you, the dawn is coming