Maybe things haven't changed.




I am in love with this game's story, characters art and the music. Few games come along these days that get everything right. This one touches my soul.

A dying world





He gazes at the vast caverns that dot the mountain range. The mountains are  aptly named the Fool's Teeth. As the old saying went many fools have lost their teeth tumbling down them. He had left his horse back at the stable of some ramshackle inn miles ago. The footing here was too treacherous for her. He squints against the the cold wind. Here is where the hunter of the wastes he had met told him about. Something here would tell him of the past. He hoped.

 An entrance to a vast network of caves grinned down at him. Cautiously he stepped inside the forgotten ways. With nothing but the faint light of his spear he pressed onward. Miles later he caught a faint shaft of starlight in the corner of his eye. He was lost. He rushed towards it. Suddenly his foot caught on a snag and he tumbled into the darkness. He was falling. He wasn't sure which way was up anymore. He crashed downward and then it was silent.

 Hours? Days? He slowly opened his eyes a huge faint globe of dim light hung above him. The ground beneath him felt lumpy and crinkled when he moved. It was books they littered the floor. He could make out a statue of a huge figure hunched over a large tome. The globe was a construct of the world dotted with crystal citadels slowing orbiting it. Near a pile of old books that were crumbling at the spine he caught a glimpse of movement. He thought it must be the light playing tricks on him. Abruptly his foot caught something. He bent down pick it up. A small carved horn with intricate paintings and inlaid with rubies and sapphires.

 "What do you think you've found ... in this dying world?" A deep voice rumbled throughout the deep halls. He slowly turned. It had not been a statue. A large shape lumbered into his view. It looked ancient. It looked like something the world had forgotten. "What? Have you never seen a frost giant before?" the creature rumbled " Be at ease puny thing. I am the last of my kind" He lowered his spear before the unkempt being. He had heard of them. They had fought with Hatred during the War of the Grounded Citadel.

 "I'm surprised you didn't try to cut me down after what my people did. Sure we were a proud and strong people but very very stupid." the giant sighed " I was there you know four hundred years ago. I fought against the dreamers. After the battle we came here. The last of us to pick over these ruins of our former selves. When Pain stole the sun we slowly died out from starvation"
The mans  eyes lit up. "Oh I see you have an interest in the frost serpent and his brood?" the giant rumbled

"You hope to stop him. Well I am sorry but there is no hope. I have been rooting around in these books for decades and have found nothing."

The giant looms closer to the man peering out of his sunken eyes. "That spear you have may I examine it? You can trust me I bear no ill will. I would have been thankful if you had ended my pointless existence"

He hesitates but slowly hands over his spear up to it. The giant slowly turns it over in his hands as he reads the carvings. Ahh this is called the Kleine Sonne. I see it still has a bit of light left in it. Yes small one. The sun is a construct of some ancient race. That is how Pain came to absorb it." The giant hands the spear back over. He shakes his head "You still mean to stop him. It is too late. He has trapped the rest the sun within a powerful force. He grows stronger still from all of our pain"


The giant huffs "Still to be forgotten is a fate worse than death" he grins which is fairly ghastly to normal folk "Twice you have shown me mercy and I shall show you my thanks" The giant walks over to a huge bow twice as tall as the man. "I am Eurytos, the last of my kind and I shall guide you across the Great Nothing to Hell's port and the frozen sea where the serpent lies"

The traveler turns to follow the great one but is taken aback by a fierce growl. In his path the glimpse has shown to be a huge white and black striped tiger as big as a horse with teeth like daggers. The man steels himself. The giant stops "Fear not. Shrike here will bear you across the wastes. You would not make it halfway if you walked." the giant bends over and pets the great beast. "See he has a tail and ears like you." he beckons "Come now there is not much time" With that they travel on into the depths.

 They come to an opening that reveals  a cold forest and trickling stream. They stop at the bend. Eurytos turns to the man and then gazes out to the north. The three trudge toward oblivion. The Great Nothing lives up to its name. As far as the eye can see white dunes, crystal trees and hulking ruins dot the landscape.

His huge hand sweeps before him "Behold the great empire of the Children of the Sun" he bellows with a newfound strength. They journey on. This time with something that wasn't there before.

A purpose.









We must part now
My life goes on
But my heart won't give you up

Ere I walk away,
Let me hear you say
I meant as much to you

So gently, you touched my heart
I will be forever yours

Come what may
I won't age a day
I'll wait for you, always




Sometimes we fight because we must.
Yes, they're sharing a drink they call loneliness

But it's better then drinking alone

I can't walk on the path of the right because I'm wrong.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile. 
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, 
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems, 
The feeling of belonging to your dreams.


I want Lyse's dress for glamour I will pay money Square Enix.


You built a love, but that love falls apart, a little piece of heaven turns to dark
You close your eyes now
and I will be gone
but my love for you will go on
A lot of people like to say "something better will come along" but what do you do when the best has already come and gone?



In the end it doesn't even matter.

I listened to a lot of your music when I was growing up you will be missed.
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13 pulls and 2 hours later.  We downed the first of 4 savage bosses that came out yesterday. We barely beat enrage but hey it's still a win.

May you always walk in the light of the crystal.


This always makes me think of you now. Someday I hope you will welcome me back.

Lakshimi Ex in a nutshell
You know how I feel but you don't understand.

Got my goldie pvp mount drunken pvp wins ftw just 13 more for the black one!
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?

Rest your weary souls in my bosom.

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Did this pretty lady with some friends and randoms pretty cool fight albeit a bit easy. Also got KJ down in WoW because of my amazing friend helping me. No vid for that though!

I hold on to my dream.
 with all my strength. 
Slowly it fades away.
It slips farther and farther 
Maybe that's all it ever was.
Just a dream.
Still it makes me happy
So I'll just go back to sleep
and dream 



Just one of the reasons I play FF14.

To hell and back again.
I feel it burn inside, burn like the rising sun
Lifted into the sky, took away the only thing I loved 
I know after tonight all your power crumbles in my arms
So don't worry, I'll be fine, when my life ends, I'll leave this scar